we know nothing about us

i can remember it
yeah, it was fall
all these things started from then
at that time i had big dreams, i mean i still have but world was more beautiful and things were more achievable
days gone and gone, for the worst and the best
many things have happened in all these years and there are more to come
we do not know any thing about the future; we never had
all we know is about past, and we are that much involved about our past that we can not understand what is happening right now the way we have to

4 years seem nothing compared to the age of a normal human being, but many things can happen in this little time that can affect the whole life of a person
i lost some of my friends
my parents got divorced
i graduated from high school and went to university
i don't know what are my besties at elementary school doing right now
things mostly changed for the worse and all i can do is to watch how fate controls my life

life is very complicated and also straight forward at the same time
sometimes you think you know what is happening and you have complete control on everything, and sometimes there are things that you can't take any action againts them